Saturday, March 21, 2009

A Tale Of A Curse



Long long ago, in a land far far away, once recided a beautiful town. Upon a hillock at a little distance from the town stood a manor. The manor was as huge and as magnificient as no one had ever seen. Travellers who came to this town were particularly baffled by the manor's grand stature. So was the manor, a signature of, the town's pride.

Nobody however knew who really lived in this manor. Day after day the manor stood on the lonely hill top, away from the daily hustle and bustle of the town. They all believed the manor was either abandoned or perhaps, it was deeply cursed until one fine day a hansome prince, who having lost his way while he chased a deer in the jungle, came riding to the town.

Like all the travellers before him, the prince too was taken by the manor. As he inquired about the manor, he found a sudden hunger burn within him. He decided to venture into the manor and find out who lived there.

When the towns folk learnt of this they warned him. "Kindly, Oh noble prince, donot ride into that place, they say, It has been cursed. Besides a man as gentle as yeself should not be loitering around calling for dangers. Ye should let go of this woeful idea and take the east".

The prince didnot believe the unlearned, innocent townsfolk's words. "Cursed? eh!" he thought and rode away on his sturdy red horse who had golden locks, his quest for adventure scorching his youthful nerves.

He rode way up the steep hill. The path was unwelcome. Much vegetation which had gathered with all the lonely years was now blocking the way, having the prince to shove and slash the twiners, leaves, stems, branches with his sword. His herculean task forcing him every second to give up and go back. But the prince was determined. He moved on.

It was almost sunset when he reached the aged manor. He found the gate was not bolted as it should have been. It stood ajar, as if it expected him. He entered, trampling on the dry leaves which lay carpeting the ground. A mystic silence bound him. He thought, "May be those men were right, this place is indeed cursed."

With the slow breeze, a slight melody reached his ears. It didnot break the silence. It floated smoothly to him as if it knew precisely what he had been thinking that moment. It was a song. Someone was singing it. A beautiful feminine chord. A lovely melancholic note in a strange foreign tongue.

How long had he been standing there mesmerized, it is difficult to tell. In a daze he and his horse stood together on the fallen leaves of their memories, falling in love with the tune. He remembered his childhood, his untainted days when he felt as if, no dragon could ever touch him as long as his mother held him in her bosom. He remembered the tussel for his rightful throne, back in his country. The dragon of all corruption blazing fire at him, now that his mother is no longer with him, to embrace him, in her arms.

A chilly tear awoke him and he realised where he was. Tugging his horse awake, he slowly and carefully proceeded towards the manor, his quest still simmering within him, his memories still aching in his heart.

He entered the manor. A place no living soul had ever tread since before long. He followed the song to a large dark hall, where through a lone open window fell a thin beam of what was last of the sun. As his footsteps echoed through the hall, the singing stopped and a black creature flew away from the dusty, cobweb leaden chandelier above.

He understood the source of the sad harmony which had kept him captivated all this while. A figure stood in the hall, facing the window, through which came the mild sunbeam. It was a woman, dressed in finery. She was perhaps a wicked witch. Or may be a fine damsel in distress, kept entrapped in a silver casket of curse. He had no answers. All he thought her of, was a Queen, a Regina of her own world. Her disarming song, her weapon. Her wait for companionship, her company.

She stood facing the light, so all he could see was her shadowy profile hidden in the glare. As he was thinking whether he should ask her to show herself so that he could talk to her, the shadow spoke of its own accord. " Welcome" she said, "Welcome to my home. I know why you have brought yourself to me. Its been long since anybody has been here, as, they say who ever in the past has, has never returned." The prince was too clouded with doubts and too spellbound by the voice to realise what the figure was saying to him. He boldly stood gaping at her when her words should have made him think of saving his life.

"I am greatly honoured by your presence." She continued, "It was a prophecy, now a curse for me. I am bound to wait by this manor, for that man, who would break all barriers and come seeking for me. Who would fight my pride, Whose grace would deprive this manor of its misfortune. That man, who would bestow his love on my soul and untie my self from its pain. That man, would accept to accept me. To that man I shall forever belong."

He stood aghast. Still unable to comprehend a single of her rythmic words. Only one thought was churning his mind, "who is she? Is she as charming, as serene, as radiant a beauty as her voice is, as her stature is, as her promise is? will she suffice to stand to jealousy of my fellowmen? will her face make me fall for her charisma as I fell for her tune?". But alas! none of what he wished was true. That was perhaps the reason why she stood facing the light, away from what is perhaps darkness to her. Her heart screeched, "Kiss me oh noble gallant. Kiss me just for once. I implore you to not leave me amidst this disparity any longer. My heart is tired. It can harbour no longer this immense wait. tarry not, Kiss me".

Did the Prince kiss her and lift the curse off her? Or did he, overlooking which so far had stolen his heart, having failed to provoke courage for a little compromise, turn and gallop away on his red horse with golden mane?

The moon sailed in the night sky. The tree tops rustled in the breeze and the town down the valley, snored away softly, in their gentle gentle dreams, in the warm lap, of their perfect perfect world.



To be continued............

Thursday, March 5, 2009

A Picture and a thousand Memories!


Its really funny,how i looked back then...

Everytime i open this picture..a mixed feeling emerges.A feeling of delight that comes with seeing every old family picture of ours,my memory takes me back to those old golden days,where we had enjoyed so much!


And then it reminds me that gone are those days!For me the present is not the place i want to live!Yeah i know what people say.."past was yesterday..live in present" and all sorts..maybe its absolutely true,but then the amount of joy i get by seeing and reliving those old days can't be compared.

The most astonishing is the fact that i remember..when this picture was clicked,it wasnt the ideal mood i was in!In most pics,im cursing the heat or the rain..or why there were mosquitos!At that time i was feeling tired or most of the times i was tensed about the fact that there was holiday homework to be done!This would be case while clicking all these pics.

But when i see them now,i cherish the fact that there was so little work to do in tenth or there are more mosquitos in the house now!I am always busy cursing the present and admiring the past!

I am always busy either cursing the present or worried about living my future...and finally after a year i get to know that the fear i had of the future was just no big deal and the present was so beautiful and given a chance i would relive my past and enjoy it again!


Finally just while writing all this,i get to my conclusion..that is life is always beautiful and easy,be it the the past,present or the future...nothing lasts forever..neither sucess nor failure!


Just what remains is the memories..They could be made better only by forgetting the future worries and present hurdles...all we need to do is 'SMILE'!

The Difference in 'DIFFERENCE'


Why do i always delay my bath every holiday morning?

Actually i never really thought about that,never pondered for a while if i really want to delay it,but whatever be the reason it has now become a part of my lifestyle.All my life ive just known that following the rigid system of discipline is not what you call 'happening'!And ive always wanted to be happening,having the urge to break the rules,to destroy the determined barriers Ive always wanted to be different,we all want to be in our ways..'DIFFERENT'!

It was the time,when i had run out of school or bunked my classes..i felt guilty for a while..but then someone called out inside "DUDE!we're special man!we're the revolutionaries of our school..we're the ones who would bring a change!"..I was convinced!It was a moment of pride when i stood outside the principles office.Oh!I felt like the next Bhagat Singh!


Then many things followed..I resisted taking lunch at the prescribed time because i wanted to be different.."Even Bhagat Singh did the Bhookh Hartal"..i would say when Dad asked me!

When i was playing cricket all day,my dad asked me to study and i would say...

"Dad!even sachin played cricket and never studied"


Its taken a fairly long time for me to realise...

In the race to be different,everyone has taken the route of the escapist.The word 'DIFFERENT' has been misinterpreted to one's convinience!

For once my chemistry professor said.."Things in the macro world appeals to all..the depth brings the change"..

The words were gold...we all see only the difference in the fact that Bhagat Singh did the 'Bhookh Hartal'..but the fact that he did it with the burning desire to free the country for fifty days..does not appeal to many!

Yeah Sachin never studied,but he played cricket all day till the day..he became a cricketer!He never broke discipline but was the one who could be associated with 'DISCIPLINE's


The crux is trying to be different for a short while is the identity of the ESCAPIST..which we all are..except a few..who dared to be different only for their goals and be different till the end!

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Celebrating The Season II ; A Walk Through


Flowers donot speak. They whisper, in a strange tongue. They unleash myriad expressions, they unleash the spirit within. Gratitude, Compassion, Joy, Hope, Peace. For me, they bring solace to my troubled soul, wrapped in eternal tranquility. In a life gliding on rolling time, bring to me an excuse for a moment's pause. I admire flowers, though I never confess I do, so the milder of my self may lay hidden within me, away from the blazing furnace outside.




They often say it with flowers. I have seen the three magic words sparkle and weave its spell around the blessed, as the red rose sings out to her of the love so deep as its colour, so intoxicating as its fragrance, so gentle as its touch. I have always dreamed, Some such divine bliss, layed on my pillow by that one loving admirer of mine.



Not for long will these flowers stay here for me. With the commencing of the fall they would wither and depart. The summer sun will not need much time to melt the delicate petals away. My garden of dreams will soon be left with nothing but mere rags of dull, decaying colour, to adorn.


This world is indeed beautiful. Indeed worth taking the pain of living a life.
I watch the dry leaves on the ground. Perhaps its time to say goodbye. Someday it would indeed be time for me to say goodbye. Then someday, perhaps, someone would care to lay a blossom on my bosom, under my stone-grey epitaph, where I would perhaps lay cherishing my pause... forever...