Perseverance.. at the verge of Perfection

I am not the one left behind.
I am the only one running.
I am my own competitor,
and my greatest challenge!


[photograph: by the author]

An Imploration For A Salvation

Slit my wrists.
Let my blood flow.
Draw at my wound.
Draw my dispairity,
unto your forgiveness.

This venom,
is burning my insides.
My skin covers itself with,
scars of my past,
angry boils of my present.
My tongue lashes out,
in avarice.
My eyes redden themselves,
with Sin.

Twist this uncertainity,
from within this soul.
Let my unreason,
leave my veins.
Save me,
from my serpent self.
Draw this curse,
Unto your blessed reason.

A Timepass poem.. for my Sweet Sweet heart..

Every lover does
so I too wanted to do
I was determined today
To write a poem for you.

with extreme concentration
I forced my mind
wrackled it hard
and tried to find

Some thoughts pretty
Feelings, a few
Some words to tell
my heart to you

I stared hard at the page
And my brain was bent
to recall all the words
all these years I'd learnt

I prayed to God
I prayed to my muse
I prayed for a miracle
for words to my use

But, My feelings are too intense
My memories are too vast
Yet shamelessly I desired
to mould them in a cast

So I suffered my strain
as words failed me
and all that I produced
is perhaps, no credit worthy

I had wanted to write my best
with my words bring you delight
but I am helpless
Because after this long long fight.

Here I stand alone
my determination to write, askew
All I wanted to say wrapped in
An, I love you...

To My Best Friend, With Love ..

Last night you were tired and I had known it all along,
Still I blabbered on and you said nothing. You patiently listened,
to what all I had to say.
Thank you for making the night special to me.


Last night I remember I was telling you about a stupid online test,
that I had given. May be you wanted to tell me about your game.
But you listened, to what I had to say.
Thank you for the undeserved importance you give to me.


I often call you when you are busy.
Just to hear your voice.
And you have never hung up the phone .
Thank you for the little sacriffices.

I share all my troubles with you.
Thank you for always finding simple solutions to my
invincible monsters.

I have cried over the phone often.
I have felt your compassion.
but never your sympathy,
You are always there for me but your shoulder is never for me to cry on.
Thank you for believing in my strength.

Thank you for teasing me.
And for never making fun of me.
For never embarrassing me.


Thank you for finding out the little things,
that I often try to get away with.
For scolding me for all the wrong that I do.
For trusting me that I would never do them again.

Thank you for ordering me to quit my bad habits.
Thank you for forgiving my silly temper.
Thank you for the loving memories.
and Thank you for dozen other things.



You have often changed my tears into Laughter.
and we have shared some million jokes together.

Last night,
That stupid love test told me,
that I mean a lot to you.
I laughed at it.
But stangely, you didn't.

It brings all the happiness in the world to me, when I say I am not worth it all and you don't believe me...
And all the love, when I thank you and you ask me not to thank you so much everytime...